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Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Friday, November 19, 2010
A Day to Create
For no particular reason I felt the need to be creative today. There's no real explanation for it, I just sat down with my computer and stayed focused long enough to "finish" something. I guess my inspiration was just to worship through Photoshop while I was creative. Heres the result.
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Friday, October 22, 2010
Who wouldn't want to be a part of this church?
Friday, October 8, 2010
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Married and Moved to Minnesota
On August 7th Jenna and I had an amazing wedding where we were surrounded by some pretty incredible friends and family! Thanks to everyone who came, helped in any way, or was praying with us about this day! In the days after our wedding Jenna and I couldn't think of anything that we would have changed about the wedding or reception...it was just that awesome!
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Thursday, August 5, 2010
I Couldn't Sleep...
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
A Tribute to Bessie
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Remembering College
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Remembering Kenya
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
It Makes You Think
"Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come. But understand this: If the owner of the house had known at what time of night the thief was coming, he would have kept watch and would not have let his house be broken into. So you also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him." Matthew 24:36-44
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Closing Time...
"Because of the LORD's great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. I say to myself, "The LORD is my portion; therefore I will wait for him." - Lamentations 3:22-24
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Show Me Your Blog
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Another Testimony: That's My Second Baseman
Monday, April 26, 2010
I'm Thankful for The Post
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
I Love Testimonies
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Friday, April 16, 2010
So I took a hike...
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
"Father, glorify your name."
Monday, April 12, 2010
John 14:6
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Only Half of the Story
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Passover Seder
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Zach Williams Makes Good Music
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Come Thou Fount
Streams of mercy, never ceasing,
Call for songs of loudest praise.
Teach me some melodious sonnet,
Sung by flaming tongues above.
Praise his Name, I’m fixed upon it,
Mount of Thy redeeming love.
Hither by Thy help I’ve come;
And I hope, by Thy good pleasure,
Safely to arrive at home.
Jesus sought me when a stranger,
Wandering from the fold of God;
He, to rescue me from danger,
Interposed His precious blood;
God of glory, voice of thunder,
O to grace how great a debtor
Daily I’m constrained to be!
Let Thy goodness, like a fetter,
Bind my wandering heart to Thee.
Prone to wander, Lord, I feel it,
Prone to leave the God I love;
Here’s my heart, O take and seal it,
Seal it for Thy courts above.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Ruth
I would have loved to have returned from Kenya with some grand revelation or a story of how I heard the audible voice of God. I think that would be the hope of most people who go on a short term mission trip. It was mine! But during my trip to Kenya that wasn't the case. Even though I didn't have some kind of special revelation, God allowed me to see so much of who He is and how He is working in and through the lives of my Kenyan brothers and sisters. Through the interaction that I had with the people and hearing their stories God revealed himself.
One story keeps replaying in my mind. It's the story of Ruth. We met Ruth while going on home visits with Pastor Julius of 14 Falls Redeemed Gospel Church. Before we started visiting homes we met with Pastor Julius at the church. He told us that the homes that we would be visiting were the the ones with families struggling the most. These families are in the midst of dealing with extreme poverty and a drought that has seized Kenya for some time now. Pastor Julius and the volunteer staff at 14 Falls overflow with God's love and care for widows, orphans and vulnerable children, and we would soon see this first hand.
We left and began walking through a maze of shambas. A shamba is a small garden where the people grow produce for themselves. We followed a path that weaved in and out of shambas and homes until we reached the small mud hut where Ruth and her family live. Ruth is a single mom of 3 and works her land to provide for her children. She noticed that we were coming and ran into her hut to get seats for us. She welcomed us and through Pastor Julius introduced us to her children since she didn't speak english. You could tell that she was so proud of her children and loved them very much.
Pastor Julius began to share about Ruth's involvement at 14 Falls. Not only is she very consistent in her attendance but Ruth volunteers as the leader of the hospitality ministry. You could totally see her in this role because of how welcoming she was. Every week she comes to church early and welcomes the people as they enter. She talks with visitors and introduces them to other members of the church.
We continued to talk with her about her children and she prompted her son Samuel to sing for us. I watched her smile as Samuel sang and saw a joy in this woman that is missing in so many people. One of the ladies on the visit with me asked me to look up Psalms 127:3-5. It says this.
"Sons are a heritage from the Lord, children are a reward from him. Like arrows in the hands of a warrior are sons born in one's youth. Blessed is the man whose quiver is full of them. They will not be put to shame when they contend with their enemies in the gate."
Pastor Julius interpreted these verses to her and then asked that I pray for the family. As I prayed I could not help but thank God for the opportunity to meet with her. In this short visit God had revealed so much to me about how He is changing lives despite so many adverse situations.
In the midst of her extreme poverty Ruth knows what is most important. She sacrifices her time and effort volunteering at church. The time and effort that she spends at church could be spent working in her shamba or trying to provide more for her children, but she chooses to be consistent in her attendance and volunteer in helping make people feel welcome. Her life is changed and she is overflowing with love and joy that can only come from Christ. She doesn't get distracted by the difficulties she faces in life but remembers what is most important.
We could all learn something from Ruth. I know that I walked away knowing that I have no excuses for serving Christ with everything that I have. God deserves my praise and adoration in every situation. In times of abundance and in times of hardship. There are never reasons or periods of time in life to not serve and glorify God.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Back to Reality...
Its been a crazy week and a half since coming back from Kenya. Coming back to reality is good without doubt. I've been able to see my wonderful fiancee twice in the last week which is amazing! We've done a lot of planning for our wedding and I got to see where our wedding will take place. At the Post we had a great event for our volunteers and saw a lot of great servants come out and worship. My issue isn't that reality is bad but that reality is busy. I had hoped to come home and really spend some time reflecting on what God was doing in my life and in Kenya but I guess that wasn't realistic at the present time. So today, 10 days after Kenya, I finally have some time to honor the experience God blessed me with. Hopefully within the next couple of hours (or days) there will be something new to read here...if not...someone make me write something! There is too much that I really need to reflect on and share!
Thursday, February 11, 2010
T-Minus 3 Days
The day is almost here! If you didn't know, I'm leaving for Kenya on Monday. Sorry for the late notice. As a Southeast intern I get the privilege of serving on a foreign mission trip with the churches other interns. Even though I've known of this trip since the start of my internship, I seriously cannot believe that in 4 days I will be in Africa.
While we're in Kenya we'll be working with an organization called Life In Abundance (L.I.A.) and we'll be equipping pastors and lay volunteers to minister to their local communities. L.I.A. works to empowering local churches and congregations to care for the needs of their communities without having to rely on consistent foreign support. This is really an awesome way to do ministry and I'm excited to see how God is using it. Our team will be working with pastors and volunteers and we'll be sharing about the importance of commitment and encouragement in ministry just in case you wanted to know.
An awesome thing that I have the privilege of doing while in Kenya is preaching on Sunday morning at a local church. I am so humbled to have this opportunity and cannot wait to share with my brothers and sisters. I know that I will learn so much from my experience in Kenya and I pray that God will use me in some way for His Spirit to speak a message of Truth. I covet your prayers on Sunday Feb. 21.
Maybe it's because there has been a lot going on in life, but for some reason I know that I have not taken adequate time to prepare spiritually for this trip. I was convicted of this a few days ago and I found myself searching for quiet time to read and pray.
In that time God lead me to a verse in Isaiah that I haven't been able to stop thinking about.
"Yes, Lord, walking in the way of your laws, we wait for you; your name and renown are the desire of our hearts." - Isaiah 26:8
When I first read this passage I was instantly challenged to look at the condition of my heart and what I truly desired. (I started asking myself the questions on the previous blogpost) I started thinking and realized that there is a big temptation for me to just look at this trip as a great opportunity, a sweet trip, an awesome experience, a chance to see some cool stuff, meet some people, and a stamp on my passport. All of these are selfish and Godless desires, which is exactly what this trip is not about.
So I started praying 3 days ago that my heart would desire Christ, because if that is all my heart desires, his name will be glorified through my life. Now, I know that this will be a daily struggle for me, and that laying aside my selfish desires is one of the most difficult things to do, but I believe that in this struggle, this dying to myself, God is glorified and will use this process itself to bring glory to His name.
In saying all of this, would you pray for and with me for a few things.
Pray that this trip will make me realize even more how everything in this life is not about me and all about Him,
Pray that my heart will break over the things that break the heart of God.
Pray that I view this trip as a means of not only seeing but declaring the glorious name of Christ.
So Isaiah 26:8 has become my theme verse for this trip and I pray that my heart's desire will be to declare the name of Christ and be His hands and feet, not only for a 10 day trip to Kenya, but for the rest of my life. I hope this process that I'm going through will help challenge some of you to think through what your heart desires.
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
What Motivates Your Worship?
Recently I had the opportunity to share from Malachi. I have to be honest and say that I've never really read through this book of the bible. I've heard a couple of it's more famous verses, but thats it really. As I began to study Malachi a couldn't help but sense that God had a big message to share with me about my motivations as I enter into worship.
We see in the first chapter that God has a serious rebuke for the Levitical priests. They had begun to bring sacrifices to the temple that were not up to the standards that God had set for them. The priests would know that these sacrifices weren't up to par, and yet they would continue to offer them in the temple. We can only imagine that these priests had lost their respect for God and were more motivated by how they would be viewed by those around them as they performed their duties.
I know that I like to please other people. I have always been this way. I do my best to make friends with everyone and to never do anything that with make someone think less of me. I also know that I'm not the only person in the world like this; in fact I think most people deal with this trait. The truth is however that many times we treat other people better than we treat God. I think a few of those people were the priests in the days of Malachi. Of course these priests would have claimed to have feared God, and to have not disrespected God's name, however their actions give no validity to what they claim. If I told you that I was a firm supporter of healthy living and yet ate all of my meals at fast food restaurants and never exercised you wouldn't believe me. Essentially, this is the same thing we see with the priests. The claimed to be the representative for the people to God, God fearing men of great character and integrity, and yet would knowingly offer up blemished sacrifices.
In the first chapter of Malachi we see this disconnect between action and claim.
"A son honors his father, and a servant his master. If I am a father, where is the honor due me? If I am a master, where is the respect due me?" says the Lord Almighty. "It is you, O priests who show contempt for my name. But you ask, 'How have we shown contempt for your name?' By saying that the Lord's table is contemptible. When you bring blind animals for sacrifice, is that not wrong? When you sacrifice crippled or diseased animals, is that not wrong? Try offering them to your governor! Would he be pleased with you? Would he accept you?" says the Lord Almighty. - Malachi 1:6-8
Surely the priests would have never offered up a blemished sacrifice to their local governor, but they were willing to sacrifice the blemished animals for the God of the universe! Their motivation was to please those who were watching more than to please the One to whom the sacrifices were being made. Now, before you start to judge the priests I think it's time to look into our own lives and check our motivations as we bring our sacrifices before God.
I want to ask you five questions that will hopefully make you think about your motivation in worship. I know that many times when I enter into worship I don't take the time to think about my motivations. I feel that it is critical to recognize areas in our worship that we have allowed to become more focused on pleasing others than on pleasing God. So as yourself these questions.
Why do you read the bible? Do you read the Bible to grow closer to God, to come to know Jesus, and to realize this will for your life? Or do you read the Bible for knowledge so you can prove a point...or impress someone else...or please your significant other or parents? Maybe you read the bible because you think that by reading it you can gain something...like eternal life, material possessions, or something with selfish intentions.
Why do you pray? Do you pray to humbly connect with God and petition for his will to be done in your life?
"But when you pray, go into your room, close the door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you." - Matthew 6:6
Or should you, like the hypocrites in Matthew 6, be rebuked for praying to be seen or heard?
"When you pray, do not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street corners to be seen by men." - Matthew 6:5
Why do you tithe? Do you tithe to be seen by others, to reveal how much you have, or to boast in your giving? Jesus says that giving must be a representation of the heart and it cannot be the only expression the heart has.
"Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharasees, you hypocrites! You give a tenth of your spices - mint, dill, and cummin. But you have neglected the more important matters of the law - justice, mercy, and faithfulness. You should have practiced the latter, without neglecting the former." - Matthew 23:23
Giving is an expression of our love and thankfulness for God and how He has blessed us. In Malachi we see that God challenges us to tithe so that we can see the fullness of his character. Tithing isn't something that draws attention to us, but rather is something that draws our attention and focus on the faithfulness of God.
Why do you serve? Do you serve to make yourself feel good? Do you serve to make yourself look good? Do you serve because you think you can earn the respect or love of God? Or do you serve because you want to be an extension of the heart and hands of Christ to people who don't know him?
"Be careful not to do your 'acts of righteousness' before me, to be seen by them. If you do, you will have no reward from your Father in heaven. So when you give to the needy, do not announce it with trumpets, as the hypocrites do in the synagogues and on the streets, to be honored by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward in full. But when you give to the needy, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving may be in secret." - Matthew 6:1-4
Why do you go to church? Do you go to church to "look good" in the eyes of other people? Do you go to church to be seen? Or do you go to church to enter into the presence of God and to worship Him? Do you go to church to fellowship with other believers and encourage them?
Just like the priests in the days of Malachi, we are tempted at times to perform because of how others will perceive us. We are called to pray, called to tithe, called to serve, called to be in fellowship, and called to study. HOWEVER we are reminded of the purpose of those actions.
"If anyone speaks, he should do it as one speaking the very words of God. If anyone serves, he should do it with the strength God provides, so that in all things God may be praised though Jesus Christ. To him be the glory and the power for ever and ever." - 1 Peter 4:11
Each action that we take is an act of worship through which we should glorify Christ. I wish I could say that I've always been pure in my motivations when I've offered to God my worship, however I'll be honest and say that I have not. I think it is way past time that we begin to take a deep look at who we are trying to please in worship. Lets make an earnest effort to bring unblemished sacrifices to the altar of God.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
The Flow of Grace
Do you have a collection? Growing up I collected baseball cards. I collected so many that my collection would have been worth a good amount of money. But I even collected things of no real value. Do you ever find yourself holding on to random things for long periods of time? I know that as I was growing up I had a problem holding on to graded papers that I had done well on and I wanted to save them because of the sticker or grade. I held on to ticket stubs, notes, brochures and all sorts of useless things. I held on to these things for so long that I would accumulate shoeboxes full of them.
A few months ago I found myself strangely addicted to the show "Horders" on TLC. This show highlights the stories of people who have been living in a dangerous hording lifestyle. These people have developed an unhealthy habit of not being able to throw anything away, to the point where their homes are filled to overflowing with all kinds of things. I've seen a lot of very useful items sit dormant in these homes that could go to great use for people in need.
It makes me call into question the way that we handle grace and the gospel of Christ. The Spirit has poured onto us an amazing amount of grace, and we, in our consumerist and hording nature begin to be a cistern or shoebox for God's grace.
In Acts chapter 11 we see some of the earliest signs of the movement of the Gospel to Gentiles. Through persecution in Jerusalem, the good news of Christ was spread into the surrounding areas. It was first shared with the Jews but soon some men began to share this message with the Greeks at Antioch and the Lord blessed them. Through this ministry many Greeks believed! When the leaders of the church in Jerusalem heard about this they sent Barnabas to check things out, much like they had done 3 chapters earlier when they sent Peter and John to Samaria. Once Barnabas had arrived he "saw the evidence of the grace of God" and "encouraged them all to remain true to the Lord with all their hearts."
I stumbled across this passage because of an old chapel sermon that I listened to. Dr. Bounds, a professor of Theology, shared about what grace is. "God's grace is the work of God for us, it is the work of God in us, and it is the work of God through us." We see in this passage that the movement of the Gospel through those scattered by persecution was evidence of God's grace.
The question was asked of the student body which inquired if they were placing themselves in the avenues through which God administers His grace. Avenues such as the local church, the mentoring of elders, the prayerful reading of Scripture, and holy sites where God has consistently administered his grace. I thought about Dr. Bounds' statement concerning the definition of grace and was convicted immediately. I fear that all to often I have had a hording and consumeristic view of grace, where I seek out and desire grace but hardly ever think of myself as a pipeline through which God can pour out His grace into others.
So just like Dr. Bounds asked if we as Christians were placing ourselves in avenues through which God administers his grace, I want to pose this question for you. Are you allowing yourself to be a avenue through which God channels grace to others? Are you seeking more and more grace for yourself with a total disregard for allowing God to pour out his grace through you? It's easy for us to get caught up a consumerist view of grace because of how blessed we are. There are so many different ministries we can attend through which God pours out his grace. We have thousands of sermons available to us at any moment online. We are blessed to have numerous copies of His Word in our homes. But what about those who don't?
Now don't get me wrong, we are nothing without the grace of God in our own lives. But I firmly believe that we as Christians, followers of Christ, should not only seek out grace for ourselves. Rather we should allow the Spirit to pour out His grace so that it can flow through us and into the lives of others. Grace is a gift we receive but it is also a blessing God has allowed us to share.
"We have different gifts, according to the grace given us. If a man's gift is prophesying, let him use it in proportion to his faith." Romans 12:6
As a result of the grace that has been given to us, we begin to realize that we have certain gifts that God has specified intentions for. As is described in Romans 12:6-8, these gifts are to be used for the benefit of the Body of Christ and others.
I don't remember the last time that I thought of my gifts and abilities as being a grace given ability. I understand that I am to use them for God's glory but there was a disconnect in my understanding of what these gifts were a product of. They are certainly a product of God's grace that He intended to be used as an avenue for his Spirit to work. Do we use our gifts as God intended them to be used? Do we use them as a means of distributing grace to others, or do we use them selfishly or ignorantly?
A prime example of this in scripture comes in 1 Thessalonians 3:12. Paul prays, "May the Lord make your love increase and overflow for each other and for everyone else, just as ours does for you." Through God's grace love increases and overflows in our lives. I think it is time that we start to pray for an outpouring of God's grace, not just selfishly, but so that God's grace may flow through us and into the lives of those who desperately need to know him.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Making the Most of 140 Characters
I don't like Twitter. I just don't. I never have and thought that I never would. I don't want to know or need to know the every move of the estimated 6 million people using Twitter. I have the same problem with Facebook status updates. I don't want to know that you're feeding your cat, eating cereal for breakfast, or watching Lost. Maybe you're like me and you've read a ridiculous status update that you wish you hadn't. Maybe you've cringed at some of the theologically deprived Christian quotes that are posted daily like I have. The truth is that I've just never really liked it. However today I was challenged, maybe convicted, to start using Twitter and other online social media networks and to stop being so critical of some Twitter users.
Think about this. There are hundreds of different free online media sites where anyone can go and begin posting their every though and action for the entire world to see. It has the potential to be incredibly annoying...but in a meeting for the Post today with Aaron Marshall I began to recognize the incredible potential and power that these online media hosts and social networking sites have.
Follow this thought with me. I have 800 friends on Facebook. I know most of them but definitely not all of them. I know that a majority of them would consider themselves "followers of Christ" but I also know that there are a large number of them who wouldn't. How influential would it be if I began using my status as a means of sharing the Gospel? Obviously I don't want to become that crazed Christian spammer who plasters quotes up without even thinking about it, but what if I used the characters in my status as a means of challenging my "friends" to think about their lives and their faith?
I realized that I am most definitely not being a steward of these online media and social networking sources. I rarely post anything on my Facebook wall. I have a Twitter account, but I only joined to try and win a free computer. I've had a few blogs, but only used them because I had to for classes. It is absolutely amazing to me to think about all the people that I could be influencing through these different online avenues. I'm kind of ashamed now that I didn't think of this four years ago when I started using Facebook.
Today's thoughts reminded me of the Post's theme verse from the paraphrase The Message:
“I choose the true road to Somewhere, I post your road signs at every curve and corner. I grasp and cling to whatever you tell me; God, don't let me down! I'll run the course you lay out for me if you'll just show me how. God, teach me lessons for living so I can stay the course. Give me insight so I can do what you tell me - my whole life one long, obedient response.” Psalm 119:30-34
The psalmist says "I will post your road signs at every curve and corner." I would imagine that there are curves on the information super highway, right? Sorry...that was cheesy. What I'm saying is if there is a place where I can display the glory of Christ, I'm going to do it, and I'm going to do it in the most Christ honoring way that I can. I think this should be a challenge for anyone who would claim to be a follower of Christ. Use every means available to impact your world for Christ, but I beg you, please do it in a way that will honor Christ and that will respect the reaches of the internet. Remember that you are an ambassador for Him and what you post is available for anyone to see.
So today I restarted a blog, found my forgotten password for my unused Twitter account, and updated my Facebook status, all while praying that God will show me how to use them. I'm excited to see what happens and I am praying expectantly that doors will be opened for me to have some conversations with people who need to know Christ.
Think about it and imagine what God can do with 140 characters.